I'm 3 months pregnant. My boyfriend has a past history with painpill addiction, he had stopped completely. But he ended up having a back surgery that brought the pills back into his life. He did well getting himself back off of them while he was off work recovering. However once he went back to work (heavy equipment mechanic) he "needed" the pills again, I have slowly watched it get worse since then. Now I'm pregnant. He begged me to get an abortion because he never wanted kids, he can't afford kids, and so on many reasons. I'm not willing to get an abortion, I offered to walk away and never connect him to this baby. That wasn't what he wanted. So now he "pretends" to be excited... until he gets too messed up from the pills (and alcohol). The pretending is messing with my head. This should be a happy time, but I spend my days crying and worrying. I don't think I can trust him around the baby when he's on pills like he is. I love him and do want want to leave him, but I'm at the point where it seems like that's the only option I have. His parents know about his past problems, so I brought them in letting them know it was an issue again... that got me nowhere, just got me a pissed off bf. I just need some advice, I don't know how to handle addiction and the lies and problems that come with it.