Hey everyone,
Haven't posted in a while because I'm keeping myself extremely busy. I now wake up at the butt-crack of dawn (~5-5:30am) to go to the gym 4x a week. This, followed by work, eating healthy and by the time I go to relax around 8/9 I'm exhausted. I'm sleeping fairly decently, about 6 hours a night with maybe a nap thrown in there when I get home from work if I'm really exhausted. I have had good days, great days, mediocre days and ****** days but I just roll with the punches. It feels good to feel again. I've had cravings but I just don't act on them because I never want to go through w/d again. One of my old dealers changed his number and text me his new one saying he was ready which I immediately deleted and blocked, very good feeling to get that out of the way. I like where I'm at right now, being healthy and active. Not sedated and lazy. I don't want to jeopardize that. So here's to day 19. Hope everyone has a great weekend. Time to get ready for some sweet OT at work and THE Syracuse Orangemen tonight!!!! Just one last thought after I typed that last sentence out, I LOVE MONEY IN MY POCKET!!!!!