desperate but ready!

[HaileyJo]

Im on my second day of detos cold turkey...im feeli like im dieiiiiinn!!!

[epipi201184]

Today is day one being off of vics and perks. My finance and i have been taking them for about two years now. We were taking anywhere from 10 to 30 pills a day, sometimes more. We have gone through wds and relapsed more times than i care to remember. So we both know exactly whats headed our way. But this time is it. were are going to make it happen. The wds havent hit me full on yet as wee took some last night but they are starting to come on as we speak. I have been reading posts all morning and finally decided to sign up and post as this will be my new support group. Any support and advise would be helpful. it would be cool to find someone that is going through the same crap on here to relate with.  

[julie1224]

it will get better i promise think about the bigger picture why u are doing this!
GOOD LUCK message me if u need any thing

[scoenen]

i just started my second day and I am right there with ya.  ***** big donkey... you can fill in the blank:)  I have this running mantra.....Every second I feel like dog doo doo I am one step closer to feeling like myself again and my all time favorite from Gnarly- I have to be ok with not being ok for a while.

I am not a overly religious person but I have turned to praying during the hard times and it really has helped easied some of the anxiety.  Keep up the good work and I will probably see you on here tonight while we are both suffering and not sleeping:)

Keep posting and if you need a buddy I am right here, as well as many others, for you.

[ang_811]

What were u taking and how much?..Hang in there...It will get better for ya.....Angie ♥