1st post of day--good

[dove3053]

I'm feeling better today. It has become clear to me that my boyfriend is not going to stop. So that ends all plans for the future with him. He has no money no where to go. When the time is right I will tell him, I hate to kick someone when they are down.

I think this is just adding to my depression. Someone once told me if you have a problem get rid of it ASAP.

Love Dove

[dove3053]

I thought people could get there probation changed to other states. I hear it all the time. Why don't you ask since you have family also in the other state.

Dove

[swtbreezie]

((((((((((((Dove)))))))))))))  Hi sweetie, I am so very sorry he is not going to do this with you I could not imagine NO I COULD imagine how it would be without my wonderful fiancee even though he is in another state right now and I dont see him he supports me for when I can go home to him and his/our family after I get off probation.  ahhhh sweetie maybe he will wake up before he loses a wonderful beautiful clean and sober person chosing life instead of miserable existance for that next fix I will be praying for you sweetie.  And if you need to cry today I am here we can cry together I am not sure I can cry today lol well I am sure I can too I still have a lot of ghosts to bust girl frind  so lets cry if you like!
swtbreezie

[dove3053]

When I say I have kids they are my cats. But I love them with all my heart.

Your right I'm not ready for any major drama this weekend, I have enough to deal with.

Dove

[sickcookie]

Dove sorry I hung up on you yesterday!!!!HA HA What a difference a couple of days makes ,you have been really strong this week and you are sounding so much better.I think you might have a few days off this weekend you deserve them.Please be careful this weekend your not ready for major drama ,it sounds like you have a good plan just get a little stronger before jumping in that pool.Just my opinion only you know for sure.It must really suck to have to deal with that after you are working so hard and being a good mother just remember if you can get off these pills you can do anything .Glad your here,enjoy the weekend let us know how things went on monday.Stay strong you have almost turned the corner 2nd week much better

[BlottedOut]

sometimes you just gotta pull that leech off, you may be kicking him when hes down, but to me it seems like thats the only way hes going to realize its time to do something with his life, here hes having the good life for free, when he realizes how good he had it i believe he'll quit just to get you back, or at least id hope so

[avisg]

I am sorry ,I know you were hoping he would get clean with you .It will be very hard for you to stay clean with him in the house .You have to take care of yourself first off.

[dove3053]

I use to do that but it's waste of time. lol

Dove

[gizzy32]

you need to do what makes you happy, and if your boyfriend is using that must be difficult. take your frustration out at work and when someone hangs up on you, just call them back and give it to them, haha, that would cheer me up.