well today i have been seeing a few people come out and say they have relapsed. to those of you who have come forward, i say hold your head high, and don't beat yourself up. although relapsing does not have to be a part of recovery, it does happen far too much. it has taken courage to admit falling, but the fact you are all still here and wanting help means this addiction has not beaten you, and you are willing to fight. when i relapsed i felt so guilty and so angry at myself, i would go on benders being up 3 days straight, just completely out of it so i didn't have to feel. the guilt was what made me give up and stop fighting.
i just want those that have relapsed and no longer visit us on here to come forward like these brave people have done today. you have all our support, and you must not give up. you must keep fighting even when your down. you can't do this ALONE>
BLOTOUTOFTHESUN, cmon man, we want you back on here, you have so much to offer, and you have helped so many. don't let this disease make you give up, cause i promise it is beatable, there are a lot of sucess stories and i have faith in you, please come back.