You keep on being hopeful and hang in there. That boat trip is going to best the best thing that has happened to you in a long time. Can't wait to hear about it!!!!!
LMAO Thanks I needed that. I PROMISE I PROMISE actually the hubby is heading out for me. I feel so bad for the feeling of letting not only myself him and our kids down but they are great. They all have busy lives but love me very much as I do them and myself reason being never wanting to feel fuzzy or yucky again. Life is too precious to be missed out on. Canadian tire had a coupon for a 2 man boat for $8.99 and wal-mart has oars for $7.97. We bought 5 boats and 5 sets oars last weekend and I want to get out there and use them. Not this weekend but very hopeful for next weekend. We'll see how I am feeling. But if WDs are coming on faster maybe they'll leave faster....just being hopeful....I know that won't likly happen.
Thanks for posting to me.
Awakened
If you promise me you will stay clean...just for today...I will go shopping for you...LOL Send me the list!
I am really trying to keep busy....lol... Heading to the sauna very shortly to feel good. Then its a hot bath with epsom salts. A vitamin shake then pulling out all 6 star war movies and in for the long haul of the evening and night.
And I am craving dill pickle chips and chocolate milk. I think I need to send someone to the store for me. Thanks for answering me I'll be here all night.
Awakened ..again
I am stopping now. I have to function properly. I am remembering all to well what i went through last time and i am doing it again. **** I have made a determined mind set I am done with pain meds....forever!
Thanks for the information on the tolerance thing if it is harder each time you WD I don't ever want to feel like this again.
Thanks
Awakened ...again
Hi, Like IBKleen said the WDs get worse every time. I think even just knowing the are going to come mentally they make us go into WD faster. Its horrible I know. Everyone experiences this differently I think if you can just keep yourself as busy as can be and have support you will be ok. Just focus on life ahead God bless you good luck. MINDOVERMATTER
Every time will be harder. It is not a mind thing. Your tolerance gets higher each time so the withdrawal is harder each time.
I did it for so many years I couldn't stand it anymore. I would be vomiting within hours.
If you stop now you will never have to do this again. I just wish the best for you.