Well my xperince when I was using and drinking, Im married and still was not able to do anything.
It sounds as if you have a serious problem, depression is a real medical problem, also drinking and pills can and will kill you, what are you taking, depression meds and drink are dangerous, seek professanol help, get your life straight and everything else will fall into place. Somtimes the harder you try to fix something the more you get broke, quit try'n so hard and let someone help you get well. AND HEY THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH BEING A VIRGIN,
can you elaborate ??......You did throw out some uh...personal information, but it helps to know a bit about you and your habits.......drinking and popping pills in very DANGEROUS.....is that what you are doing???
nauty.........
My counselor told me I was either crazy, stupid, or an addict. I'm an addict. I'm guessing you are, too. Want a new start on life? Find a rehab, get off the drugs and alcohol, and discover a great new way of life. The rest will fall into place.
Have you ever sought therapy or NA/AA? I dont know what drugs you are taking, but I'm sure whatever in your life that is weighing you down is causing your alcohol/drug abuse....
well first of all, what drugs are you taking now and how much and how long?