Day 1 of only taking 1/2 of a 5/500 mg tablet. I have fibromyalgia and see a pain specialist who is nothing but a legalized drug dealer. I have stopped before but I always have a reason to get back on. I dont use them to get high, I use them for the fatigue of fibromyalgia. Without them I can't wake up and do what I have to do, cook, clean, school, kids, and husband. With them I am superwoman.
I am mainly wanting to stop because it's crazy being tied down to this little pill. I use to take 1 and it would last all day, I know have to take 6 Norcos to get through the day. I dont feel well if I dont have them. right now I have a horrible headache, the chills but I am sweating and I am so nauseated I cant think of food.
Every month I dread looking at that almost empty pill bottle and counting down the days until I can get more. I read EVERY single post and know I MUST get off now. I am scared of what the next few days are going to be like. This is the day I dreaded and at the same time am excited to see what my life will be like without the cloud of dependancy from this "happy pill". I have been here before a few times. I am not sure what my future holds becausse of fibromyalgia I am in pain almost every day. I have carpel tunnel syndrome, cervical stenosis, spnal stenosis, navicular stress fracture. Broken tibia plateau. I will have to deal with the pain some other way.I have fought with almost every pharmacist in my little town. I have to go to other pharmacies who dont have my insurance information so I can get a refill. I am ashamed of some of the things I have done to get this little pill who has done nothing but cause problems in my relationship with God, my husband and kids. I am in such a nasty mood when I cant get them.
Please pray for me and let me know someone is out there who has been there. I need to hear about the silver lining ......Thanks Mel