Today marks the first week I have been sober in quite along time n I have to admit it feels pretty good. I have been exercising, eating good and losing some weight too! I sleep soo much better don't wake up sweating or feeling my heart pounding in the middle of the nite. I love waking up without having bloodshot eyes n red blotchy skin. I even feel more positive my wellbutrin must be kickin in. I don't need the xanax anymore either. My H and I have been getting along MUCH better too. Last nite he told me he probably wouldn't have quite if I hadn't been there to do it with him, I feel the same way. I am feeling slightly concerned about superbowl sunday but I think we will just stay home with the kids n watch the game but u know how drinking is always a big part of the game at least it was at all the superbowl parties I went to. Some days I still have some diarreha but I think thats from eating better more fiber, veggies ect...my body doesn't know how to act. Honestly the first day was the hardest, taking the first step was very difficult. I felt very depressed, but now I am feeling very positvie and can now see how the people around me function without alchohol and I feel very motivated!!