Congrats on making a really hard choice! I always thought that if you stopped drinking by choice, it would be ten times harder than having to quit like I did for medical reasons. At least I didn't have a choice. Sending you strength and support via telepathic internet connection. ;-)
You know what's funny now, too? It's like a badge of honor to say I totally stopped drinking. As much as I am a complete fool for doing what I did to myself, I am also sooo proud for stopping. I'd tell anyone if they asked.
I know what you're going through and am glad you found this forum. It's so good to be able to talk to others who know the pain. Please check in when you can and talk awhile.
thank you for your responses! sometimes i just need to write out how i'm feeling, but it feels good knowing you took out the time. thank u for the encouragement.
i haven't found aa in korea so i found this forum instead
hi there. yes, it is difficult at first. and it has nothing to do with willpower. alcoholism is characterized by a mental obsession and a physical allergy, which in its early stages manifests in things like cravings and dysfunctional cognitive processes.we drink with the false belief that we can keep doing the same thing (drinking) but avoid the same results (negative effects). as the condition progresses, these repercussions tend to become more and more severe. have you tried aa? it is the single most effective resource available, please advise as there is a way out. take care----gm