Hi there I think Im a alcoholic recently every Friday night forr the past 3 years I have been drinking 40+ unites a week Im scared about my drinking like tonight I have 2 litre bottle of strongbrow, and 2x 3 litre of of blackthrone which is 14.2 unites each im worried that I might damge my liver in the end. I live in a residential care home with a learning dissabilty and a minor heart condition which is checked on every 6 months so far my tests results have come back fine liver ect, but if I carry on drinking like this I might end up killing my self which I do want to do in the end because I have lost my sister when she was 18 and I was only 21 and since then I have had problems which alchole. In the past I have been sections under the mental health because I said I have taken a over dose which I dint but needed help with my drinking. Im stuck because I only just got back to trust with my family becasue I tryed to kiill my self before and ended up on section for 6 months in mental health hospital which was horrible. I dont know what to do! All I think about is when and how am I going to get my next drink from? What should I do I am only 26 im stuck as I try and keep everyone happy even my own care owner who owns the private home Im worried of letting everyone down im stuck and crying at this point! please help.