hi, im not sure if i should be doing this or if im on the rite place. i went to a party on the weekend, and after a few hours, i dont remember a thing, apparently i was grabbing people where i shouldnt have been, which is NOT normal behaviour for me. i told eveyone that i hated them, i punched my cousin in face ( and by the way he is three times my size) i have no recollection of it, he hit me back , which i also dont remember,kicked my mum, and took off ending up in some poor old ladies house, they found my phone and got me picked up, mum came, apparently i told her she wasnt my mother, that i had no idea, who she was. i have tried to appologise to some of the peopl that i have been told i did stuff to, only to be told to **** off. i have sworn off alcohol forever now,hoping it wont happen again, i have suffered from depression for 10 years, peolpe think it my meds mixed with alcohol that made me do it, but i know its not, i feel so horrible, and have no idea what ot do. has anybody else had this happen, mum thinks my drink was spiked, i dont know.