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Anxiety or Pschosis?
I need help, do I have early stage or sign of that illnes or is this due to strong anxiety?
I was stupid enough to read symptoms about it last night,and now I freak out because it is said that these are sympthoms :
- Anxiety , I have it.
- Sitting at the computer in my room listening to music long time - I do it because my friends are busy or my feamle frineds gett married so I spend in my room usually,don't have still job and I listen music very often. But I don't like it,I wish I have friends and go out.
- They say that people with schizophrenia are dreamers and that's me,I daydreaming very often.I think about past often.
- Existential crisis , that I had and took me from time to time. Questions about the universe , how we come here etc.Sorts of bizarre thoughts I have in my head , and it is said how bizarre thinking is also symptom.
- Depresionalization and de-realization , and I had it for a couple of days but disapeared.
- Impression of following ! Now this interests me what you think , because it is said that this is the main thing. I was a few years ago in connection with a boyfriend who is a cop , who threathen me for something , I was scared and I remember one time I looked out the window and thought: " What if he looks at me with some buildings? " I knew it's false,but I thought that.
One relative stopped talking to my mom and me , did not want to come over our home, and I 'm sitting in the living room and think, " What if she put a microphone and tapped us" and I watch around and think how stupid I'am for thinking like that.
I have read online about a month ago a conspiracy theory how someone follow us and see us through the computer , and I think horrified " What if it's true? " and stared in fear at the screen and trying to imagine it as someone looking ,and the I said to myself: " what stupid nonsense."
Or when I was teenager I get into a fight with my mom I remember when she make breakfast,I think " what if she put something in the food? " but I eat all that and think how I'm not normal for thinking like that.So I struggled with bizarre thoughts ,and it is said how they also can be a sympthom of schizophrenia and psychosis.
- Aggressiveness . I was aggressive until two years ago , broke glasses for example , I can not normally to argue , but yelling.I'm not like that aynmore, but I'm still concerned about it , as they say , it is a symptom .
- Disorganized thoughts, I do not know if this is it , but at one time I think of a singer , in another moment, think about the heels , or universe.I think of too many different topics at the same time.
- Difficulties in the conversation , such as when talking to someone, happens to me in the middle of a conversation I stop because I can not remember what I wanted to tell.
Well that's it , so I have or have had all these sympthoms .I'am 27 year old, they say that women are getting schizophrenia at their late 20s and 30s , so I'm just at that period.
And finally , as I have concluded that maybe I do have , if someone says that I have this condition right now, I would not trust him !Lol
Am I in the early stage? I will go to psychiatrist and copy this text but until then, if someone knows better about the disease to explain me.
I suffer from anxiety , have fear as when alone at home or when I need to travel , I think I'll get a heart attack or go crazy , and I had a panic attack.I suffered from various fears, mainly the biggest fear is that I will lose touch with reality .
I lie in bed before sleep, took me fear for no apparent reason.They also say unreasonably fears are the symptom.
I posted this on one forum, and one member said how I have milder form of schizophrenia and one other member say how I don't have it.I was so scared. Now I can't have peace.
Sorry for my English,is not so good.
I was stupid enough to read symptoms about it last night,and now I freak out because it is said that these are sympthoms :
- Anxiety , I have it.
- Sitting at the computer in my room listening to music long time - I do it because my friends are busy or my feamle frineds gett married so I spend in my room usually,don't have still job and I listen music very often. But I don't like it,I wish I have friends and go out.
- They say that people with schizophrenia are dreamers and that's me,I daydreaming very often.I think about past often.
- Existential crisis , that I had and took me from time to time. Questions about the universe , how we come here etc.Sorts of bizarre thoughts I have in my head , and it is said how bizarre thinking is also symptom.
- Depresionalization and de-realization , and I had it for a couple of days but disapeared.
- Impression of following ! Now this interests me what you think , because it is said that this is the main thing. I was a few years ago in connection with a boyfriend who is a cop , who threathen me for something , I was scared and I remember one time I looked out the window and thought: " What if he looks at me with some buildings? " I knew it's false,but I thought that.
One relative stopped talking to my mom and me , did not want to come over our home, and I 'm sitting in the living room and think, " What if she put a microphone and tapped us" and I watch around and think how stupid I'am for thinking like that.
I have read online about a month ago a conspiracy theory how someone follow us and see us through the computer , and I think horrified " What if it's true? " and stared in fear at the screen and trying to imagine it as someone looking ,and the I said to myself: " what stupid nonsense."
Or when I was teenager I get into a fight with my mom I remember when she make breakfast,I think " what if she put something in the food? " but I eat all that and think how I'm not normal for thinking like that.So I struggled with bizarre thoughts ,and it is said how they also can be a sympthom of schizophrenia and psychosis.
- Aggressiveness . I was aggressive until two years ago , broke glasses for example , I can not normally to argue , but yelling.I'm not like that aynmore, but I'm still concerned about it , as they say , it is a symptom .
- Disorganized thoughts, I do not know if this is it , but at one time I think of a singer , in another moment, think about the heels , or universe.I think of too many different topics at the same time.
- Difficulties in the conversation , such as when talking to someone, happens to me in the middle of a conversation I stop because I can not remember what I wanted to tell.
Well that's it , so I have or have had all these sympthoms .I'am 27 year old, they say that women are getting schizophrenia at their late 20s and 30s , so I'm just at that period.
And finally , as I have concluded that maybe I do have , if someone says that I have this condition right now, I would not trust him !Lol
Am I in the early stage? I will go to psychiatrist and copy this text but until then, if someone knows better about the disease to explain me.
I suffer from anxiety , have fear as when alone at home or when I need to travel , I think I'll get a heart attack or go crazy , and I had a panic attack.I suffered from various fears, mainly the biggest fear is that I will lose touch with reality .
I lie in bed before sleep, took me fear for no apparent reason.They also say unreasonably fears are the symptom.
I posted this on one forum, and one member said how I have milder form of schizophrenia and one other member say how I don't have it.I was so scared. Now I can't have peace.
Sorry for my English,is not so good.
Ok,I'm ok now, just was scared that I started to lost touch with reality.
Thank's nursegirl too. I'll go to therapy if things get worse,but I hope they wont.
Much Regards to all of you!
Thank's nursegirl too. I'll go to therapy if things get worse,but I hope they wont.
Much Regards to all of you!
I will third the opinions above. I too would lean more towards anxiety versus a psychotic disorder like schizophrenia. Most of the weird thought processes you've had are pretty normal, meaning most people would tell you they have been there too at some point.
I recommend getting evaluated by a professional so you can finally maybe get this tpo a more manageable level. Good luck!
I recommend getting evaluated by a professional so you can finally maybe get this tpo a more manageable level. Good luck!
You're very welcome. You post was not too long. We're always here to help anyway we can. Keep us up to date on how you're doing, okay.
I would like to thank you both for replay, especially because my post was too long,and you have had a patience to read it anyway.
I feel now better, and wish you both luck in your lifes! :-)
Thank's again.
I feel now better, and wish you both luck in your lifes! :-)
Thank's again.
Second that. Schizophrenia would leave you in states of being you wouldn't even remember having done. It's quite a bit more serious than what you describe, which sounds more like too much rumination due to depression and/or anxiety.
Your English is fine. The only way to know for sure what's going on is to see a Dr. A psychiatrist would be a great start so you can be evaluated.
I'm thinking it's anxiety and I'm also seeing some signs of depression too. I'm not a Dr so I can't diagnose you but this is what it sounds like to me and not schizophrenia.
I'm thinking it's anxiety and I'm also seeing some signs of depression too. I'm not a Dr so I can't diagnose you but this is what it sounds like to me and not schizophrenia.
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