Worst anxiety/bad thought yet.

[Crapman23]

I swear, it's like my anxiety keeps increasing every time. Whenever I try to get rid of a crazy thought, it worsens over time, which makes me keep coming back here. Like I said before, I keep trying to understand how infinite the universe it...or the dark void that surrounds us lasts. Now, I thought about how there are limits, or how timeless it is. In other words, this is something where "forever" or "infinity" don't apply, because of no numbers. Not even that "endless line" comparison will help me. The deeper I go, the worse and more crazy it gets, and how it makes me feel trapped.

Basically I also tried to process how infinite not existing is. It's just, I CANNOT process how endless the dark void that surrounds, before and after, the universe is.

Now, I just hope this will also die soon, because everytime I have a crazy thought like this, where I believe I'm at it's peak, it dies, then comes back, and dies.

But seriously, I hope somebody understands me. This isn't something I can drop, considering that I'm LIVING in this nightmare. It's just that, I can't process infinity.

[RRBJC]

Ok I get the questions you've been asking but also fear the answer.  The unknown.  Legit fear a lot of people have it. Your answer, Darkness does contain light.  Black holes have the brightest light around them and they don't destroy everything they do create. So where there is dark there's light. Where no numbers can be used doesn't mean it's the end of things nor it goes dark/blank it means we haven't figured out how to get there for the answers. I attached an article read it and relax. Go sit outside and listen to what is around you and now realize you have the sun giving us light but our universe is in a black hole. As I said where's their dark there's light and you just have to look around you.  Talk to a therapist about this fear you have it will help or join a group of science people to talk theory it will help also.

http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2014/02/140218-black-hole-blast-explains-big-bang/

[Paxiled]

But have you started therapy?  Have you listened to people telling you your thoughts are quite normal, it's the fact they bother you that is the problem?  Have you looked into meditation and do you exercise and eat well?  These are just some of the things people here have said to you, but you never say if you're trying anything.

[Crapman23]

I've told others, and I've tried to just go with things. But however, no matter how hard I try, it just keeps coming back.

[Paxiled]

You've been answered on this issue so many times, but you never say if you're trying anything or listening to anything that's been said.  I think that might be why nobody's responding this time.  So tell us, have you done anything or thought about anything people here have said to help you?