:Sigh: I have had such a rough day today. For the first time in 2 years I had an anxiety attack. And it was the worst I've EVER had. It lasted at least 2 or 3 hours. I tried to calm myself down at first but that didn't work so I ended up taking an Ativan. After about an hour I was still freaking out so I took another half of pill. Even after taking 1.5 Ativans I was stilled freaking out. I just had to lay down in my room quietly and pray that this would pass. About an hour later I finally built of enough strength to drag myself out of bed. By that point, I was sluggish, yet still nervous and had a job interview ,that I could not reschedule, that I had to go to that next hour. I prayed so hard for God to just get me there, get me through it, and get me back home safely. I was alone when it happened. I so wanted to call 911 and say "HELP ME I'M DYING" but I knew from past experience that it was just an attack. I still can't believe how bad it was and how long it lasted. I have been under a huge amount of stress lately, so I guess that was the trigger. I still feel shaken, my muscles are unbelievable tight and my head feels like it's about to explode. One side of my head feels like I have a muscle cramp while the back of my head feels like someone is pulling my hair really tight. It's really kind of scary but I guess it's just tight muscles. I am going to the doctor tomorrow to get a physical and get a second opinion on these headaches I've been having. I know he'll probably say it's tension headaches/migraines, but good ol' anxiety has me convinced that it's a tumor, a clot, or worse. I'm so frustrated because I had been doing so well, and now I'm back to square one. I'm 23, I just graduated from college. I'm supposed to be starting my life now, but I feel like I can't because all I do is worry, stress, and obsess over things that don't need worrying about. I'm such a mess right now...I don't know what to do.