I am a mother of a 4 year old son and he is the love of my life. I want soooo badly to be the best mother that I can be but it makes it hard when I am put on so many meds. I suffer from severe anxiety, depression, and chronic pain from endometriosis. So, my doctor prescribed me 20mg of paxil and it made my life hell!!! I only took it for 5 days and now I can't sleep, I have restless leg syndrom, and severe anxiety that runs from my lower back up to my spine. I have only gotten five hours of sleep in the last 3 days. I can barely even walk but when I sit it is even worse because that awful feeling comes back. My Dr. put me on valium and it scares me because I have heard awful thing about getting off of benzos. I have been on 20 mg for over a week. I have 50-60 pills left . AND I WILL NEVER GET ANOTHER PRESCRIPTION FOR VALIUM AGAIN!!!! Plus it did not help the severe anxiety that I have been having. How should I ween down the valium? Also, I was wondering if I could just stop taking the paxil because it has only been five days that I have taken it. I am also on oxycontin for my endometriosis which surprised me that my Dr. would prescribe the two because when mixed they become even more addictive. I do fine with the oxy. I have never abused or got addicted and it helps me so much with my chronic pain. Also, with the valium I fall down a lot, have memory loss, I can't even drive, and it gives me an almost drunk feeling (not in a good way :) Is this normal for valium? Also, this may be a dumb question but will my oxy help my valium withdrawl if taken in small amounts. I just don't want to go on any more meds!!!! I would sooo appreciate any input or advice. Sorry this is so-long winded. You are probably getting sick of reading this, so I will stop now :) Thank you! Mopeybean :)