You need to make an appointment with your doctor at the very least and discuss your off the hook anxiety. From there you and your doctor can decide if going to see a psychologist is a good idea.
You are being very irrational in your thinking. She, in all likelihood is not even HIV positive. You are having dreams, and symptoms because of your anxiety. That is why you need to get a handle on that first. Control the anxiety, and the rest will follow. So call your doctor today because nobody should have to live in 'Hell."
THX for responding,,really appreciate it,,,,,one more ques plz,,,,i dont why but i thought that the girl is hiv positive...and also im having terrible dream at night,,i even dreamt that girl is hiv pos,,,this really freaked me out,,,,also when i kissed the girl,she was having flu,,,what is my risk?plzzz,,im in hell now
You are not positive. What you deem to be a risk was not a risk at all. There is no literature that details HIV being transmitted through kissing. Take another test at 3 months if that is going to make you feel better but in the mean time, you need to find ways to calm your HIV anxiety down.
maybe im positive,,thats why nobody is replying me
plz anybody out there,,say somethinggg,,,am i infected?