It's been awhile since I have posted here! I have been panic free for close to a year, I have had some MINOR PA symptoms, but nothing that did not go away in 1-2 min. (if you read my open journal entries you will see my progress) but the short version, I did CBT 1 on 1 with Dr. and then Group setting, NO meds! my life the last 8 months back on track, I started celexa 5mg (the lowest dose, 3 months ago) and this has really helped me get over that "HUMP" as I call it. I have been enjoying life and doing all kinds of things, going to football games, hosting weekly football watch parties at my house, going out with friends (I do not drink) and driving myself everywhere (multiple stops) and keeping myself busy.
Yesterday at Super Bowl party at a friends house, right before the game was over, I started to get warm all over my head then arms (see last journal entry).
Why am I writing I need some support now, to remind me that this is a ISOLATED situation and to move on, this has happened before and I was devastated, but this time I feel I have the TOOLS to move on and Understand, the one thing about panic attack is not the horror in getting one, but the HORROR in anticipating one! I refuse to go back to square one! I have worked to hard. I am going on a drive now, because I can not stay in the house. I must confront this feeling of being scared to leave NOW! I just need some support now, thanks Samuel