Im sure it is all of that. Envirorment can play the key factor in a freak out. What is it exactly that you are worried about? Its probly just gas, I have wierd feeling in my guts all the time.
Its torment I know, well you got one over with and it will be even longer before you have another one. Heck, maybe forever. It should give you confidence after all the stress conditioning youve giving yourself that you can always chalk it up as anxiety and you will see tomorrow just like the last 100 times this has happened.
An anxiety attic myself, I have had one of my weaker days in a long time today as well, kinda wierd, haha something cosmic who knows. Anyway it has taken me about a month to get back to my normal routine, eating loads of food, exercising, talking to people. So I woke up with the tip of my nose tingeling which of course can usually be nothin at all or very rarely something serious. So wont let myself shake that one, then a strange thing at the gym happened. Yadah yadah yadah. Felt like I was in the twighlight zone all day. So pretty much had a 19 hour long freak out, didnt think I was going to make it out alive.
So hang in there Allison, I know I dont have to tell you that, but heros like yourself sometimes need some of there own every now and then.
Thanks, I havent went. I got out a heat pad and layed down and have been able to tolerate the pain. If it gets worse I will go. I just really didnt want to put myself through the anxiety unless I really really have to. I am not sure if my anxiety at the hospital is because I have had so many things happen to me there or if it has something to do with my dad dying there.
focus belly breath find your warrior!