I'm always suffered from depression and anxiety but I think considering my current circumstance (marriage ending seemingly and living in the same house with husband) that I was finally driven after all these years to a nervous breakdown complete with halucinations and hearing voices and a trip to the emergency room, the night before Christmas eve.
I couldn't see straight, i was seeing things, hearing voices, walking into the hall and roaming aimlessly, walking into closets to get into the bathroom, crawling out of my skin....... coudln't focus enough to read, had no idea who i am, where i was, speaking in weird tongues and completely incoherent. it was scary and i am still far from ok. It lasted about 2 days with the symptoms gradually reducing. I'm still very shaky and on xanax regualrly to keep it at bay.
My question is this. I know this was triggered by an emotional experience. I was crying hysterically right before this came on and it's not the first time this has happened in the last month but the last time only lasted a few hours.
Since it's Chtismas and all I was able to get to an emergency dr because I lfet the hopital after being told I would have had to stay for 72 hours and I had to be home for Christmas but ok, here's my question and sorry I digress...... Obviously I need some sort of after care but is this likely to happen again? Am I going crazy, has anyone else experienced this? Am I now schizophrenic? Should I admit myself to a psych ward or something. I am barely hanging on and if I don't take the medication I was given, the sedatives, I'm alsmot as bad as I was. I can't stay on xanax forever but will therapy, intense therapy illimate this or do I need to worry that every time I get emotionally distraught that this will come back?
I now it's a lot and maybe no one has an answer or a similar experience but I'm hoping someone does.
Thanks all and Merry Christmas!!