anxiety for me

[waterchild]

It's dark, it's evil. It's control seeking, and so confusing. You think it's over, you move on. But it creeps up behind you like a shadow at midnight. You can't escape it, it won't go away. It's so mind boggling, so bewildering. It drives you insane.  Eventually you know better than to hope, because nothing will work. You could be in the smallest room surrounded by hundreds of people who know you best, but you would still be alone. At least inside. Food loses it's taste, color starts to fade. Time and age... They are diminished into just numbers. In your, head anyways.  Nothing really matters except.... It. It consumes you. You want to fight, but theres nothing left inside you.

[meatball01]

I have suffered from anxiety all my life. People there is only 1 thing that will help you and I promise this is the best remedy!! Call upon the Lord and read your Bible. I have tried everything and lately I have been spending a lot of time in the Word of God! Try reading The Psalms. 103, 34, etc. David suffered anxiety worse that any of us. Please try the Lord and I promise He won’t let you down. It won’t be a miraculous healing right away but give Him time and he will get you through it. I have always been a believer and prayed for my family. During my worse attacks I would pray and feel like the prayers were bouncing off the ceiling, then one day I realized I was always asking God for healing or help and not loving him. Instead of  praying for help spend some time with the Lord.  If you want, I can give you several verses that helped me. Also, try reading Battleship of the Mind. You can get the book a Wal-Mart. Read my profile I am and have been a mess for a long time but now I have more hope that any doctor has ever given me. Jesus is the GREAT PHYSICIAN!

[Zerox13]

I can definitely relate to that.