I'm cracking down and going to a (new) doctor today to get checked out because I'm tired of all of the self diagnosis and worry that there is something major wrong. Hopefully I can get some med., strong med., for the days when things are really spinning out of control. I'm relieved, yet nervous as I can possibly be. What if I hear something that I don't want to hear!?!? I have so far diagnosed myself w/ IBS, a hernia (w/strangulation), pregnancy (hpts have been neg, and this is my BIGGEST fear). Why are the symptoms of these "problems" all simular and why does anxiety make you think you are feeling things you aren't. Why am I so confused and why can't I stay off of the websites that list symptoms and illnesses!?! I know I am not alone, I just need reassurance that I will be okay. Do you think I will look crazy going in to the doc. w/ a list of everything I have felt in the last 2 weeks....because it's a LONG list! Please pray for me that I am not pregnant...it would be so unlikely yet I'm just convinced of it because it's my biggest fear. I'd rather it be ANYTHING else!