Hey all im new to this site, and I would appreciate any advice, help, etc.
For the last few months I havent been myself, I have had kind of a "blah" feeling, a bit hard to explain. Not necessairly fatigue, but an odd feeling of lazyness perhaps? I have been a hypochondriac since I had been 12 (i am now 19). I dont know why, It deveolped randomly, I guess it was when I learned that i wasnt invincible haha. I also believe that it runs in my blood, my grandma has been going to the hospital sure that she was dying a countless number of times, turning out to be barley nothing each time. Over the years I was sure i have been dying of brain tumors, colon cancer, and even sinus cancer. Hoever this time feels different.My symptoms are more noticeable. To get to the point, I have had many symptoms including: Bowel problems, loss of appitite, TMJ Disorder, vague to constant abdominal pain, never ending post nasal drip, lack of energy, possible swollen lymphnodes ( however my doctor checked and said that there is nothing wrong, being a hypochondriac I had my doubts). I even had a pelvic MRI done 2 months ago to rule It came back normal. When I started checking my symptoms at Wrongdiagnosis.com I began freaking out about leukemia. Almost suddenly after I realized that joint pain was a symptom, I started feeling pain in all of my joints, hips, knees, elbow, sholders, wrists, and even knuckles. Even right this second as I am typing this my hips and knees are aching, . I am also not sure if these pains have been there and I am now just noticing them. I wrote a lengthy e-mail to my doctor explaining EVERY LITTLE SYMPTOM i could think of to give her. SHould I get blood work done to rule out leukemia, I am afraid of the results. I am also afraid that if that test comes back normal I will think it is a mistake, or even if i believe that no mistake was made, I am afraid that leukemia will be replaces with some other terminal illness. Can anxiety trick my mind into having BONE/JOINT pains and other symptoms? I am very confused. Any advice would me much appreciated. Also another thing that is concerning me is my loss of appitite, I was a bit hungry yesterday, I ate 2 meals. Being 19 i know that i should be eating like a pig, today only had one large sandwhich. that was at 5pm...it is now late and i am not the least bit hungry. I know that anexity can cause appitite loss, but can it cause this much? Sorry for the lengthy post...I am just in a dilemma. HELP!!!