I suspect I have Lupus but I'm not sure. I do not have insurance and make too much to get state assistance. I have hip pain, my left leg goes numb or feels like it's on fire, half of my left eye turns bright red, lower back pain, fatigue, nausea, weird rash on my belly that does not itch or spread, headaches, depression. I'm scared. Everyone thinks I'm making it up. I went to the ER with LLQ pain and after an internal ultrasound was told I have a neoplastic cyst on my ovary that they suspect is ovarian cancer. The pain is worse everyday. what was controlled with 200 mg vicodin is now out of control. I can't find a doctor who will help. Free clinics tell me I need to see a regular doctor. Please anyone help. I can't take this any longer.