I'm Bipolar and have been having problems since the middle of last month. I even went into the hospital for a few days for the mania, was feeling better and then started feeling worse depression again. I have been trying to get into see my doctor, but she is out of town until the end of last month. I've been falling into a depression. I have been having to make myself get dressed, do chores...etc. I have my roomate who is my best friend and my mother who is busy taking care of my father who has just come home from the hospital. My friend cares, but I emit so much negativity, I don't like to tell him about it....so when it comes down to it, I really feel like I have no one. No matter what I do, I still hurt. I don't know what to do.