why me

[mary1978]

I am going through the worst thing i have ever had to go through in my life,i walked in and caught my partner in my bed with i have an ocd over with another woman.I feel the lowest i have ever felt in my life,This was 2wks ago and the pain is getting worse.I have moved out and moved in with my friend who understands my illness fully.Yesterday i felt like i wanted to end it all but my friend didnt leave my side,His family seem to think that i am nuts and didnt see what i seen which is making me feel even worse,i have told everyone that i have bipolar and i am not blind.i see my doctor tpmorrow but im so scared they will take me to hospital and i will have no one .He was my life and helped me with my illness i dont no what i will do with out him

[cowgirlnerd]

Are you doing better?  Sorry to hear about this.  

[tekmanmike]

I think you should forgive him or leave his ***. They can't just take you to the hospital unless you say your going to kill yourself or someone else (well, here in the states anyhow). Maybe going to hospital for a few days will be a good thing. If you voluntarily go they can't just keep you forever-the hospitals would be standing room only.