Just wanted to add that since you haven't been diagnosed with breast cancer, it's way too early to think about blaming Premarin. There's still a lot of "ifs": if it's cancer and if it's ER/PR positive.
You don't even know if the spot compressions and ultrasound will show anything concerning or it could be the tissue folded over on itself as japdip indicates. She's right that studies have shown estrogen to be the cause of many of these cancers, but you could also have a cyst or fibroadenoma or one of a number of other benigh lesions. So just try to take one step at a time
and try not to get ahead of yourself thinking the worst. I know that's easier said than done, but it really is the best way to go than to worry about "what ifs".
As far as rather being on Premarin, I can absolutely relate. I was only on Premarin for six years following a total hysterectomy at 56 (and I was still having periods once a month like clockwork at that time) when I was diagnosed with LCIS. I went off the 1 mg.Premarin immediately and have had horrid symptoms ever since. I've tried all the non-hormone remedies and none have worked. I would love to be my "old self" again, but I have so many other risk factors along with the LCIS (my sister died at 50, my maternal grandmother also died of BC, fibrocystic and dense breasts, other proliferative changes on biopy and no pregnancies) that I wouldn't ever consider it. I'm one of those women who just don't do well without estrogen, but it's just something I have to deal with as best I can. You might want to talk to your doctor about anti-depressants because they do help some.
In any case, I hope the spot compressions come out clear and wish you all the best,
nc
Thanks to both of you for your support! I resume testing Thursday June 2nd, I will let you know what's up when I find out. Trying to think positive so maybe I can come back on here and put some other women's mind to rest! Thanks again! I also had a hard time coming off the premarin. Like you I tried every over the counter substitute I could find! After developing hypertention, my Dr did put me on ani-depressants, which has put some norma back into my life! I'm thankful for that!
Diane
Hi, Diane,
If I weren't 12 years older than you, I'd say we were twins!! I also developed hypertension after my hysterectomy and now take meds for that---my doctor said it's common when estrogen is
suddenly cut off like that. I'm glad you're doctor prescribed an anti-depressant and it's helping. I'm convinced that the only reason I'm not totally crazy is the anti-depressant! I used to just naturally be a very positive, upbeat, generally happy person---now I have to really work at it!
In spite of that, I still try to look for the positives in life and not let this whole breast issue get me down. However, I definitely understand how so many other women feel and how hard it can be.
I'm glad japdip and I were able to help and we're still hoping the spot compression views are clear.
We continue to wish you all the best!
nc
I'm back and with fantastic news! Spot compression confirmed it was breast tissue folded over itself, just as you stated! I've never been so glad someone was right in all my life! When I went in I ask the lady taking the mamogram just what it was they saw? Microclassifications, suspicious area, what? She told me to hold on and she would ask the radiologist who was with another pt. She came back in and said it was a mass. I think I was in another world after that! She could have used any word but "mass". It seem like for-ever before he got to my film, but he did and the lady came back in and said you're good, everything looked real good! I'm like what? You sure? "I don't even need the sonogram"? She said nope you don't need it, he's sure it is breast tissue folded over itself! As I said before, I have fibrocystic breast. She said the best way she knew how to explain it was...it's like holding a bag of black marbles in front of you and you can't tell how many is in the bag or what they look like. But if you flatten the bag out, ( like they did with the spot compression ) you can see each and every one of them! So Needless to say, I was estatic! So thanks again everyone for your support and faith! I wasn't so much worried about myself as I was my family. We have lost two close members of my family in the last six months, my oldest nephew 26 yr old whom was like a son to me. And my younger brother 47 yr old just this past march. I just could not imagine putting my family through any more! I didn't even tell any of them about the abnormal mammogram accept my husband. And of course you ladies, and I'm so glad I did!!! Thanks again!
GREAT news .. thanks for sharing. That is one of the best explanations I have ever heard for a spot compression. We are so happy to share in your good news .... we aren't always "right" but we've all "been there" in one way or another and do our best to deal with everyone's questions and concerns. Take care now ....
Hi, Diane,
Thanks SO MUch for coming back to give us your good news!! I'm so glad japdip was "spot on"
(sorry about the pun!!) with her explanation of what the issue could be! I agree the marble analogy is a good one, and we'll probably use it again if that's OK with you. I'm sorry to hear about your losses and can understand your fears with your own issues---that's perfectly normal.
Hopefully, your future mammos (don't wait three years, OK?) will be clear, but if they aren't, this experience should give you reasons for being hopeful that things can still turn out fine.
Wishing you a healthy, happy future,
nc
Thanks for your feedback and it's fine for you to use the marble anology. Anything to ease one's mind that goes through it! And no, I will not wait 3 yrs to get another one. I'm using my birthday as a reminder every yr to get one done! Thanks again, for all your support and feedback! This is a wonderful site with wonderful women that care!