tired of hurting

[soccero]

its been a constant battle for so long and im just soooooooo tired of it. im tired of hurting so bad and im tired of always having to explain everything:( srry for the vent hope everyone else is well!
mollly

[redkim]

I have not been on here very much, but I do remember you.  I think you had surgery just after I did.  Up until a few months ago I was having reoccuring symptoms - so often that I thought I was getting worse.  Now the symptoms have subsided.  My surgery was Jan 2009, maybe some of us just need a little extra time to heal.  I hope you soon find relief like I did.

[trippmusic]

Hey Molly, so sorry you're hirting so bad
I'm praying for you & I'm always here for you.
Penny

[linnielou232]

All of us here know how you feel.  I think you retyped what I typed the other day.  It sounded just like I felt the other day.  So yes we can all relate and I am also so thankful that I now have a Chairi family that understand's and listen's.  I also thought I was going crazy and some day's I still feel that way because all we ask for is a normal life.  I think those day's are gone for us as far as normal as we knew it.  Now we just have to make a different normal for our self's.  I know having Chairi sure make's us appreciate the little thing's in life.  I look out side on these sunny day's and just wish I could go out there and dig in the dirt.  I love to garden, but now I just get my self my rug and sit on my behind and dig.  It's not the same as life before.  I used to be able to work like a horse.  Now for me I am just working on excepting the thing's in life that I can not change.  I think this has been the hardest thing for me.  I pray that tomorrow will be a better day, but if today was a bad one for you, just think tomorrow has to be a better day right?  I hope so. We are here for you and thank's for being here for me.

[sandy629]

hi molly,  i hear ya !!! you'll see we all hear you !!  hope you feel better

[selmaS]

  HI Molly...sorry things have not gotten better yet, and I am still praying they do real soon.....

Sending u all the good vibes and prayers from my family to u : )

    <3

  "selma"

[bookworm79]

Molly, I understand and sympathize.  For years, I've felt like a 90 year old woman who has never "lived" when in reality my twenties were painful and frustrating and now at 32 still the same.  I was on my last hope. I went to this neurologist and decided that if she found nothing wrong, I'd go to a psychiatrist like other doctors who had suggested since they felt it was "all in my head."  But then I found one little sentence on an MRI report from 2006 that said "low lying cerebellar tonsils" so here I am again on another journey hoping this is finally it, that I have an answer, and some way to get control of my life back and find a way to make it better.  I don't know your story but I'm glad I found this community.  For so long I feel like I sound like a hypochondriac and that people think I am, I'm whiny, that there is nothing really wrong.  I felt like no one could relate.  Then I come here and every single story posted is as if I posted it myself.  I think we've all got the shaft in so many ways it's awful.  But I'm hoping we can all eventually get the answers and treatment we need.  I feel for you and sincerely hope whatever you're struggling with gets better and fast.  Best wishes.