An echo three weeks ago revealed a lack of pumping action in a part of the posterior wall of the lv, with moderate to severe aortic regurgitatioin.I am just thirty five, male. Had rheumatic fever and chest pain in my early teens and received treatment although the chest pain continued. Was diagnosed with hbp in my early twenties. i currently weigh 92kg with a ht of 1.62m. Three weeks ago after a particularly salsty meal i had severe difficulty breathing, wasn't really a new experience so i took 1 tab of asprin and lied down.The next day i had severee frontal headache with pain bw the eyes for three days in a row, that was when i went to c my doctor. He said he didn't c anything wrong and decided to treat me for malaria. The headache stopped but the next day i experienced a loss of respiratory drive and later that night i woke up with a severe respiratory spasm, wasn't sure it was ashtma cos i get ashma from time to time and know how it feels, rather this felt like i was losing control of my lungs with a kind of shakiness inside my chest, but no chest pain. I panicked and fled to a substandard hospital nearyby (i have to mention that emergency medical facilities are non existent in my country (Nigeria) and if you have any med probs u are strickly on your own. The doctor at the clinic examined me and said my bp and heart was ok but he noticed some ashtma and decided to give me aminophyline IV. I tried to tell him that he should consider other options since i had heart issues that he was not aware of and i was not really panicky anymore after driving myself down to the clinic. He started injecting the IV and it was going in, seems he idn't get teh vein properly, i started feeling delirious and a burning thirst in my throught,became very weak and was about to lose consciousness. I asked for water and drank some cups of water, i got some energy back and fled from he clinic, i couldn't drive again so i asked my wife to drive me down to another clinic, i explained everything to the doctor there and he gave me some piriton tabs sent me back home to sleep. The next morning I was ok but feeling weak so i decided to c my cardiologist who recommended the echo, xray and ecg. The echo revealed some damage to my heart (ischemic crdiomyopathy) with low ejection fraction 36.4, but high cardiac output, the ecg and xray were very normal. I don't know if those damages were new or old ones from the rheumatic heart dx and hbp.Althought I heard them say someting about further investigation for MI. It seems the echo ppl saw something in my heart cos they asked me if i was having probs sleeping i said yes but they didn't explain further. My cardiologist didn't say much either, just said tht the tests are essentially OK especially since my ecg and xray were normal. He said I should continue with my drugs, unknown to him I had stopped taking my atenolol 100mg, norvasc 5mg, i was only taking captopril and moduretic. i stoped takng the otehr ones when i started having probs sleeping at night, i will wake up an discover that my breathing has stopped, i will force myself to resume breathing with a great effort, one night i woke up like that and my heart was racing rapidly, i tot i was going to die so i quickly swallowed 200mg of atenolol and within mins my heart slowed back to normal and i went to sleep. So my cardio said should resume taking all my drugs and he only added 600mg, i shud take it if the chest pain becomes unbearable, i shud try to avoid taking it if i can endure the pain because i have stomach ulcer which was caused by the long yrs of taking aspirin as part of my treatment for rheumatic fever and to prevent heart damage which obviously was not succesful. My cardio had suggested two yrs ago that i shud go to the uK and do a coronary angiogram (can't be done in nigeria) to c if i had coronary artery dx, but i didn't go cos that period i stopped smoking and drinking and the chest pain subsided. I think i shud also mention tht this chest pain is not related to exercise or activity at all, just a dull pain that i usually move about with, if i am very busy i don't notice it except wen i am idle or try to sleep. Alcohol relieves this pain, et i have been told to avoid drinking. One or two bottles of beer stops the pain and i sleep like a baby, so i am confused, i've been asked to refrain from even moderate beer consumption and yet nothig else has been prescribed that takes care of the pain. Just last night after an intense sex with my wife (sex also helps me to sleep well) i noticed one or two sharp pain my heart, not lasting up to a second, i took a low dose asprin 7mg and slow acting nitrate, went back to bed but was feeling restless and chest pain especially if i lie on my left side (its not a new experience). I tried taking 2.mg of valium with piriton but after an hour i was still hopelessly awake with slight respiratory depression. I sneaked out, didn't want to wake my wife, drove down to the nearest club, had two cold bottles of beer and some cigs,two hours later i came back home slept like a baby woke up this mornig feeling fine and went to work. I think i shud mention that i am sensitive to a lot of things, like perfumes, deordorants etc some prescription tabs i take i react severly to them, but other ppl take them with no probs, that same drug i can buy another brand and i won't get any reaction. ALso i am scared of srangers and hate being in closed spaces especially with ppl i don't trust, and the list of ppl i odn't trust is endless, i have this feeling that ppl are conspiring to harm me. All this is beside the point, what should i do about my damaged heart, i still live a relatively normal life now although can't work from 8am 8pm as i used to do, my work is just to sit with a computer, read mails and make recommenations, noting stressful. I want to try and add some exercise in my daily routine, i used to jog last yr but now i am scared since i learnt that my heart is damaged, and shud i continue using beer to induce sleep? or what drugs or treatment options is available for me to prolong my life. I don't know if anything can be done about the posterior wall of my left ventricle but i would expect the aortic regurgitation to be treatable, but my cardio just said i shud continue my drugs and keep my bp low always, is he hiding something from me, is my case hopeless? I find myself beginning to accept the idea of sudden death and will surely miss my two kids, 4 and 3. yrs old. Is there someting that can be done for me or is my case properly managed?