I am 23 years old and for the first time in my life someone close to me has died. Back on April 13th of last year (it was a friday) I found out my dad had cirrhosis and only 6 months to 1 year to live. The next day I discovered a good friend from highschool had died on the very same day.
She always went out of her way to say hi and make me feel special, I do not know if she was just being nice or if it went deeper. She was also the only girl to ever really talk to me and in someway just a few kind words from her could brighten up my day.
While I am dealing with this, I am taking care of my father who is basically on a path to self destruction with his continued drinking. He died on August 14th of last year and it seems I have been blocking all of this out untill now.
I was wondering what some of you, who have dealt with this would reccomend I do.