i cant take it anymore

[GetMeOut]

i need to get out and away from everyone, i cant stand being where i am anymore, i hate my life. i cant stand being around my old friends and its like i dont even have friends anymore... they dont talk to me anymore....

i cant talk to anyone.... no one understands what im going through... trying to just make everyone happy so that they will leave me alone... i cant even stand to be around my family... i hate everyone and want to be by myself and yet i want to be around people and included in a group... i always feel left out

i dont know whats wrong with me... just a couple months ago i never felt like this.. i would go out every weekend with my friends and now i sit home and watch tv or sleep... im always tired... i cry so much more easily and i hate it cuz if i get just a lil bit upset over something stupid ill start crying and end up looking stupid.......and i never feel like going out... i use to be so energetic and happy all the time and now im like the complete opposite of me.... i dont feel like me anymore


i think im depressed but i dont really know.... please tell me whats wrong!!

[mikchez]

That sounds like depression to me. You have described how I have felt at times maybe think about seeing a doctor or counselor. Good luck Peace

[toosick13]

It could be depression.  Are your friends avoiding you because you've become so negative?  You need to see your family doctor ASAP for a complete physical and maybe blood tests to make sure it's not something physiological, like your thyroid or a hormone imbalance.  IF you should feel like hurting yourself/don't want to live, GO to the nearest EMERGENCY ROOM.
Good Luck.