Okay so of course, this is embarrassing, but here we go. I am a female in my early 20's. Recently, I've noticed that whenever I eat any type of spicy foods, I find bright red blood on the tissues when I use the restroom. Not a lot, but just little spots. I always look everything up online because as of about 2 years now, I do not have medical. I've read that it could be hemmoroids, but I didn't worry too much about it because I've been around spicy foods All my life so it seemed strange to me that all of a sudden my body would react this way to it! Some days I would "bleed" more than others so when I noticed a consistent pattern, I tried to stay away as much as possible (it *****). But I wanted to be a little more careful for the fact that I don't have medical insurance at the moment. So anyway, that was almost a year ago. Some time has passed now and when I try to eat spicy foods I don't "bleed" as much as it hurts me to make a bowel movement all together. It stings like a mother sometimes! A sharp knife like pain. So just the other day, I got a little frustrated with this and wanted to know if there was anything around my anus. I've bent over and looked through mirrors before after a shower, but didn't notice anything that looked out of place. But the other day my anus was burning. And when I took a bowel movement and wiped myself, it stung. So the next afternoon in the shower, I placed my finger on my anus expecting to feel a cut of some sort. Instead, I was mortified. I felt a small bump like... bump! It is like inside my anus I guess. I can only really feel it when I fully relax myself and almost "push"? And that is when I can feel it. At first my instinct was to try to grab it and pull it off, but oh my gosh did that hurt. That stung me so bad I surprised myself! So I searched online and found that it could be a skin tag. I just wanted to explain how I was feeling so that maybe it could be more of a contribution to my "analysis". Hopefully I would not need to get it surgically removed because I would be just.. mortified, to hear that I would need surgery for my anus. I cannot help but feel disgusted about this. Is this something I should wait out until I get myself some coverage, or is there something I can do about it myself. Any help would be so much appreciated. Thank you.
Btw, I have also had constant bloating issues that are seeming to subside now. Wondering if that may play a part? Thank you all in advance.