Oh Helen, I'm so very sorry. What can I say but that?
I wish it had turned out differently but I'm sure I'm not wishing it as much as you are.
The only thing I can think to say is; concentrate on the next try. I don't know if it's the same for everyone but doing that does seem to help me. I mean, nothing helps a great deal for the first couple of days but it helps a little and I think that may be what drags me out of feeling miserable.
Hi Helen, sorry to hear that. I was really hoping that your colorless line will turn into BFP.
I am out: BFN. On the bright side I can take ibuprofen for my headache.
I agree with Heather Jo, there are some posts that you should just avoid at this time. You need to be soaking in your joy and not allow what has/is happening to others to take that joy away. I must say that I've felt guilty lately for doing just that. I've avoided reading some post just because I know they are going to scare and worry me and I don't want to be overly concerned over things I have no control over.
Focus on the incredible miracle of your BFP, know you and baby are doing great and tomorrow will just confirm that!
HeathJo - I started reading the poem, but then just turned it off. I keep telling myself that my HCG was high and there is no reason why it shouldn't keep going up. So that's gonna be my motto tomorrow till 4pm until I find out more.
Lex--I know I read those posts also and they put the fear of God in me. Especially that poem. But, I am trying to enjoy MY time right now and stress is not good for the wee ones. Maybe we should both just not read posts like that right now.
Helen--I was using the free HPTs that came with my PreSeed. I got them from the same web site you do. The packages are plain and just say AIM Sticks. I will test again later and see what happens. Maybe I did it wrong.