unfortunately he wont be home until Aug 23rd....i DEFINATELY have to get the court order motified for next year, cause i absolutely CAN NOT do this next year. but maybe as the years go by it will get easier...Idk but tell ya what not spending his birthday with him when i gave him life is HARD. i know my ex MIL told me "well you aren't the only one who was there...he had to have sex with you...yadda yadda" but it isnt the same. HE was not the one to carry the child for 9 mos and then have his gut cut open to get him out.....I WAS and it doesnt seem right that i was not there to spend the day with him. anyhow there are things in the court order that HAVE to get changed as THEY (the ex's) are not following through anyhow. BUT it will be easier to modify things AFTER i get my son home.
anyhow sorry about venting about that....i know it was WAY OT.... i am now CD21 and according to last cycle should O sometime today. still have no sign of ewcm...maybe i missed it. idk but i will keep ya's posted.
hugs and luv and ssbd
Happy Monday ladies! How is everyone doing? Sounds like a lot of promising symptoms out there this month!
ltlyn: time really flew by didn't it? I keep thinking about when I first came on here... seems like ages ago!
ad_06: sounds like you have been super busy! :) DH and I are getting along a lot better now... we thought we might try to go to a movie this weekend, so we'll see. We've got family 4th of July too. I'm with you on the waiting to test... I hate seeing that negative...I would much rather have AF show, than to see that negative.
joyce: your wedding will be here before you know it! Sorry to hear you are missing your son on his birthday... will he get to come back anytime soon?
lamb: mmm... KFC sounds good! :) wow - 12 more weeks... it will be here before you know it!
I'm at 13DPO, CD29... nothing yet. Had a little bit of cramping in the past week or so, but nothing in the last day or so. Also a few days ago, I felt sick a couple times at night. Two different days I had to run to the bathroom thinking I was going to be sick. I don't want to make too much of it though. It could be nothing. But I'm hoping it's something!! I've already gotten my hopes up. I won't be able to test until I can go shopping and buy one. I expect AF today, if she's going to show. So hopefully not and I can test sometime this week.
Well ladies I didn't realize how sore my bbs really are, until I took my bra off last night. They haven't been this sore in a long time!! MY only pregnancy was almost 2 years ago, so it is hard to remember if it's the same. I'm trying not to get my hopes up. Usually I'd be thinking about testing, but I think I am just going to hold off. About 4 more days and AF should be showing her face. I still have alot of CM. I don't know we'll just have to wait and see.
We are planning on taking my stepson to an amusement park around July 9th. So hopefully AF doesn't play tricks on me and comes when she is suppose to, or I get a BFP before then...I don't want to be doing things that I shouldn't if I am.
I have had fun last night. lol We got my stepson a Wii for his birthday, and omg, let me tell you that thing is really fun. It's way better then the playstations and things because you are actually moving around instead of plopped down in a car...It can wear you out though..lol Well I better get things done so I can take my nephews to meet my sister in law in a little bit. Hope everyone is doing well.
hello ladies...i am back, if only for a short time...i have been very busy trying to do things with family, getting things going for the wedding and trying to keep from missing my youngest so much. his birthday is today (june 28th) and he is turning 6 but he is in north carolina with his father...UGH...my daughter will be 14 on tuesday July 1st so i have that as well to plan or whatever...although we have decided to just go in with the neighbor and have her party along with the fourth of july cook out that they are planning, with fireworks and everything.
anyhow i hope all is going well with everyone and that we see a BUNCH more BFP's in here.
hugs and luv and super sticky babydust
aweeone ~ I am 11 DPO...So about another week and I will either have AF or a BFP!!! Hoping a BFP, but who knows. I couldn't tell you if the cupcakes were good or not...because I couldn't eat any...lol After making all of the cupcakes, I just couldn't eat one...lol
Jen ~ I am sorry that your day ended with a fight. Hopefully today was much better.
The party went well... I have fought heartburn for the past 2 days so hopefully that is something. I have even been really gaggy...lol Well I better get off of here.....I let my stepson have a sleep over, so I am taking care of a 7, 8, and 11 year old boys.... Gee makes me want tons...lol
omg I was just reading post from the found my TTC friends #2 haha!
That was when I got my BFP in January!
I started to cry it brings back memories!
I'm keeping my fingers crossed for this month =)