Hello, I have kind of a weird habbit and I need some advice.. When I'm home and feel the urge to poop, I kneel on my workdesk chair, I rest my elbows on the workdesk and while playing a computer game or surfing the net i fart out and then suck that gas in through the anus by contracting some *** muscles. I start getting hot and after a period of maybe 15 minutes when I start sweating I usually feel that the excrament has reached the anus and then I go poop. Sometimes when I feel that it has reached it's exit point I suck it in even harder and I poop later when I get the urge again. I know that skipping the urge to poop is bad and I don't do that often, but I alway fart out and suck the gas in. It has become a ritual of some sort. I couldn't find anything similar on the internet because my English is not that good and I don't know the terms by which I would explain this on a google search. My question is does someone know what I'm actually doing when I suck the gas in through the anus and is that bad?