since i was told i was not at any risk i stopped a while but when i am feeling tired as soon as i reach home ...here we go on the net searching for everything
i look everyday and everyday im scared dat i hav hiv but all i can do is jus keep gettin tested its alrdy 6 month im gonna get tested again hopefully and i pray to god im fine but i worry everyday i get everybody mad cause nobody noes wats goin on all day noe is dat im worrying bout sumthin dats killing me AND NOT ONLY THAT... I FEAR FOR MY LIFE AND MY CHILDS I FEEL DAT IF I HAV HIV DA MAN I GAVE IT TO IS GONNA KILL ME DEN WAT....I CRY SREAM EVERYTHIN I THINK OUT LOUD IM WRITIN TO DIS CAUSE I HAV NOBODY TO TALK TO BUT IMA SEE....THANX FOR READIN N E BODY....BYE...REPLY IF U WANT AND CAN....THANX..ITS BEEN 6MONTHS AND IM STILL COUNTIN ITS BEEN 5 MONTH DAT I GOT TESTED EVERY MONTH
Not searching at all anymore- but at my peak i'd spend about 10 hours a day searching pal
I have stopped searching about HIV ever since my 3-month result.