Hi doctors, i am a bisexual and already worried if im infected of hiv. Here's my story.
Sept 20, 2014 - had sex with a male sex worker, i oral him then he top me with a condom. Not sure if he ejaculates but he said he's clean.
Oct 24 - had sex with another male sex worker. He oral my penis and ***. Then he top me with condom. No ejaculation, also its difficult for him to erect that time.
Nov 15 - had sex with someone i just known from the phone. I oral him then he top me. He ejaculates inside me with condom. But i started to get unease bec im worried his semen leaked out from the condom and he might have any std. But he said he's safe and he tested hiv neg 5 months ago. But I don't want to believe it.
Here's the symptoms i encountered
1. 4th week of nov - i had 3 mouth ulcers, one looks white that last for a week then the other 2 is quite small and looks black that lasts for 3 days. All are not painfull. This comes with a sorethroat that lasted for 3 days.
I started to freak out and already thought of infected of hiv.
2. Dec 1st week. - i had a mouth ulcer inside of my cheek again that lasted for 3 days and a sorethroat for a day only. Then I started to feel itchy all over my body for 2 days. After that i have a rashes on my right leg, it's a small red bumps like blisters, i asked the doctor and he told me just an eczema and gave me a gentalene. It gone after a week. But It freaks me more so i keep on reading about hiv sysmptoms.
3. Dec 2nd week - i always check my neck if there is something wrong then i felt pain on my left jaw where the lypm nodes are but no swelling. I asked the doctor and didnt find any swelling but he still give me an Amocla antibiotics.
No more aching on the left jaw but I started to feel some pain on my muscles, joints and maybe bones. Its a shooting pain that last for only a few minutes then move to another part of the body. Sometimes have sometimes no. I felt it on my toe, calf, feet, thigh, knees, fingers, arm, elbow. There's also muscle twitching.
4. Dec 3rd week - another ulcer inside my upper lip but non itchy, lasted for only 5 days.
5. Dec 4th week - i feel itchy on my tounge, then after 2 days an ulcer came out that lasted for 4 days.
January 2015 - Now i only feel the aches on my muscle, joint and bones. Still have muscle twitching. Then now the rashes seems coming back again. Please help me ***** this if im really infected before i go tested. Im really afraid of it because i dont want to lose my job and my life thay i have now. By the way i never had fever until this time.