I went to massage centers only 6 times in my life. I had hand job with lotion and oil at different visits. After 1 week of last visit, I had one pimple on my penis. It started becoming watery, I started to get rash on my belly and inner thighs. Later the rash started on buttocks and bellow knees also but it was severe on belly and inner thighs. I went to see a doctor to a doctor and he gave me azithromicin, one anti alergy and two creams. One is panderm for penis other gave reaction on thighs and belly. Wearing pant became difficult with rash but i had to go to office so I used to wear them. After this medication penis pimple went away but two new pimples came and those also near the tip. The used to become small after few hours of applying cream and became big again. Next time General physician gave me 10 days doxylcycline two tablets daily, anti alergy and one steroid but pimples and rash is not gone away. Finally pimple on penis became small after 20 days I think and now today it is becoming bigger again. The rash became better but didn't go probably 50% than before. The GP recommended me to a dermatologist 5days ago. He said it is scabies, he recommended the pertherm cream and soap and I used it yesterday and rash is somehow better. Can it be HIV? I am so worried that it could be seroconversion that could have happened and things would have gotten worse and became better. I am panicing and I live abroad alone. I have never done intercourse or oral sex, I promise. the massage girl used lotoon once, she touched my anus few times, at one massage the girl gave me body to body massage and when I came her belly was on my penis. I come in less than 7 or 10 seconds can there be HIV on bottle lotion or oil and contact with my penis can give me HIV? They use bottles of oil or lotion which can have other people's semen or bodily fluids. I am very worried if it is HIV or not. I am scaring to death. i am crying daily and going in depression. One other thing. i had fever for few days. I checked after about five days, it was 99.5 Fahrenheit for 5 days then 100 Fahrenheit for 2 or 3 days. Then again 99.5 for 2 days and then it became better. Today it is about 34 days since last time I went to massage center. I am very worried and don't know what to do. What is my risk of HIV? Things that I told you, can they expose me to HIV?