Seek professional mental help and move on.
this forum has done all it can do for you.
I am very sorry Teak,
I am just on the verge of a mental break down. Yes I had protected sex a month ago but somehow i feel i have hiv 1 or 2 from this guy because i contracted herpes from him. I have been crying all night because I found out I have herpes yesturday. DOnt know if its herpes 1 or 2 yet. I'm just so scared I have ruined my life. I did a RNA , real time pcr 2 x and no viral load was detected and my hiv dna pcr with antibody at 4 weeks was not detected. I cant sleep or eat..barely can focus at work.I'm losing it..:(
* Anyone who continues to post excessively, questioning a conclusive negative result or no-risk situation, will be subject to action by MedHelp. Conclusive negative results or a no-risk situation will be based up the criteria MedHelp’s doctors. Action will be taken as follows:
* After excessive posting, a warning will be issued by MedHelp
* Continuing to post regarding the negative result / no risk situation will result in a 3 day suspension
* Continuing to post upon your return will result in a permanent ban.
DITTO
What you need to worry about is getting banned from this forum.
* Anyone who continues to post excessively, questioning a conclusive negative result or no-risk situation, will be subject to action by MedHelp. Conclusive negative results or a no-risk situation will be based up the criteria MedHelp’s doctors. Action will be taken as follows:
* After excessive posting, a warning will be issued by MedHelp
* Continuing to post regarding the negative result / no risk situation will result in a 3 day suspension
* Continuing to post upon your return will result in a permanent ban.