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IM SUICIDAL

i cant cope no more with the possibilitiy of having hiv for the past three days iv been thinking about it and now im certain ive got it after looking up the info on the net i cant5 cope with it on bit these past two days ive been drinking very heavily gone through a litre of jack daniels and 5 cans of larger and something telling me to start drinking again i think im trying to kill myself so i dont die of this god forsaking virus im so stupid and scared and cant believe the situation im in and i cant bare to talk tyo people about it my incident happened 12 weeks and 1 day ago well short of the 6 month timeline to test i know i cant wait till then ill be dead by then is there any way of having a conclusive test b4 that i dont care ill pay anything
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Seek professional mental health help.
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ok thanks for ur help but i think i need to test for me to be 110% sure so i can move as i worrried about it for the first few days after happened but told at a sight called aidmeds that i was not at risk i moved on and didnt give it a thaught then i was diagnosed with influenza at 6 weeks had it for 6 days and read on internet that it could be ars and that got me really woorried so went to another website that said there a theoretical riski was in a bad state then for about a week worring about it then i found some info saying its not possible and forgot about againg then a couple of days ago had very mild cold symptoms and thaught of hiv again and thats why im here
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186166 tn?1385259382
you do NOT have a risk...kindly move on.
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Zero. HIV is not transmitted in that manner.
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no i dont lizzie, and im sorry for being disrespectful but being told that this girl is pos im really worried that her body fluids could of got in my cut how likely would this be
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186166 tn?1385259382
DONT come here talking suicide.  it is very disrespectful to those who are LIVING with hiv.

hiv is transmitted through...
unprotected vaginal/anal intercourse
sharing iv drug works
mother to child

NOW DO YOU FIT INTO ANY OF THOSE CATEGORIES????????
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what
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Give me a break.
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im guessing telling the truth of what im going through wont get me no help from u, so ill just state my situation while in the nightclub a girl stuck my hand dwn her pants and i rubbed her for bout 8secs never inserted my fingers in her vagina but she was wet and  noticed afterwards i had asmall nick by my fingernail which had blood appearing outof it and wen wioped away more blood wud appear over the nick i was a very minor nick but after reading various articles on google ive read its a low risk but the most scary thing is ive been told this girl is positive
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Knock off the drama. If you had a risk you can test at 3 months for a conclusive test result. 6 month testing is outdated and has been since 2004.
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