Living with HIV Phobia for seven years

[Rick_Mick]

Hi,
I had a risky encounter with CSW seven years back which was my first and last time I had sex, wherein I used two condom...while in the process of intercourse...I somehow switched off and went in temporary slumber and my penis got flaccid ...she told me pull up immediately....which I did...but condoms where covering 1/4th  of my penis .is their a risk in it ???then she removed the condoms and readjusted condoms on my penis and within six to ten stroke I ejaculated inside her..when i removed it I thought my first condom broke, but second condom kind of ok i felt...didn't checked but saw it from outside..because first condom was clearly visible it was broken....exactly 27th day after that incident..I had a high fever,severe sore throat which i never experienced before ,swollen lymph nodes in armpits,neck,under the jaw and groin ,neck pain...next day itchy blotchy type of  rash on my trunk which went off on  it's own in two days, diarrhea for one day,nausea,tingling in my fingers,white tongue,joint pains,headaches..3rd day..red itchy palms and soles associated with peeling of skin.. .all these symptoms went off on  5th day, but only yellowish/white  phlegm from throat was coming after all the symptoms disappeared ..I did visited that CSW again  just to ask about her status for which she said she is HIV negative..but I still doubt  her as she was not there again when I went again just to ask her again...I scared and living with this HIV fear after that incident...please do my HIV risk assesment

[LIZZIE LOU]

well then you had PROTECTED sex and never had a risk.

itching palms and soles?  peeling skin?  run to the nearest drugstore and get some lotion...not a hiv concern.

you never had a risk

[Rick_Mick]

lol ....you brought the smile on my face after long time...Hiv infected or non HIV infected...must say you own an great sense of humour...anyway coming back to point...when it was withdrawn...it was attired till the 3/4 th of my penis..by the way one query  is itching  palms  and soles  associated with peeling of skin  an early ARS symptom ?

[LIZZIE LOU]

NO...exposure, even to someone with hiv, does not mean automatic infection.

condom failure is not something you have to wonder about.  if you saw your "undressed" penis...then you had condom failure.  if your penis was "fully attired"...then you had safe sex.

so what did you see?  a penis or a condom?  it's just that simple ! ! !

[Rick_Mick]

so I assume ....if by any chance if  head of penis was exposed...I am surely an HIV infected....

[LIZZIE LOU]

if the head of your penis was covered...you had NO risk.

[RainLover71]

An HIV test now will be conclusive but I'm not sure you even had a risk if the other condom didn't break.