I'll be the third person to chime in now. Oral sex is not a risk with HIV with or without a condom. No risk means your 'living in panic' is for no reason. Take that in . . . no risk. The only ways that adults get HIV is from unprotected vaginal or anal intercourse (penetrating) or sharing of IV drug needles. Saliva has enzymes in it that deactivate the virus as does air. So, you had zero risk.
I didn't use condom while oral TT . Feeling so regret and Im still living in panic now :(
It doesn't really matter if you're still worried because you had no risk to begin with and your negative test results prove that you don't have HIV. Go see a dermatologist for your skin issues and stop wasting time asking questions about a disease that has nothing to do with your issues.
No risk.
Test is conclusive.
You have no hiv