Scared out of my mind

[Needtoendthis800]

Please please please can someone help me. Everyone tells me I am negative I have tested 3 time the last one was 7 months after risk. That was 3 years ago but is still have all symptoms of a positive individual. I have night seats, swollen glands in back of neck, b12 and folate deficiency, seborrheic dermatitis, numbness, headache, white blood cell in urine. I am seriously at my limit and can not go on. My dr keeps telling me it's anxiety but I can't belive that. Please will someone help me

[JamesD1991]

You didn't even need to test in the first place. You need to seek professional mental help.

[Needtoendthis800]

I understand what you are saying, the only thing that doesn't add up for me is that since then I have had a whole bunch of symptoms that relate to hiv. I no that this means nothing in most circumstances but I just no that the test were wrong my Dr will not give me another test as she does not see the need

[iommi]

Your test results tell you he's negative or he didn't infect you with hiv.
You did put yourself at risk for other stds but you ruled out hiv.
I hope you can find comfort in all our replies concerning your HIV fear.

[Needtoendthis800]

Did not no his status

[Needtoendthis800]

Thank you so much for you kind help. The first test was  2/3 months after the second 3/4 months. I did not receive ejaculate but I did have an active cut.

[iommi]

Giving oral as you describe is considered no risk by most and a very very low risk by others. Do you know if he is hiv positive?  I assume we don't.
Did you receive ejaculation?  If not then that really is no risk. You are in a better place than you are convincing yourself.