Please help me doctor i will get crazy

[superatomic]

Hello i am new here. I am big muscular 32 sport man athlete, i have girlfriend and my wish was to try sex with prostitutes and do what is in porn movies (stupid wish i regret now) and so on...so it means i just wanted to test it and i was little braked with my girl so everything was +/-  to try this type of adventure which will make me crazy (i hope not die from :((( )

Ok situation is like this, i was calling one girl in Budapest for sex. She is young 20-22 yrs and she invited me to here place, she gave me BJ without condom, i was so confused scared, and now angry on my self why did not i protect my self, i cumed inside her face and mouth and condom for safe sex (durex) i hope it is not to late,and she told me she do tests every 3 month but i feel unlucky and whole universe against me  (her teeth was white and not looking bad but dont know what is deeper in throat etc...). Then i wanted to try 2 girls same time, i got some really bad looking girls and puted condom emediately before BJ and Sex but still scared of all, i dont know i touched them, they touched me, NO KISSING, NO PENETRATION, just when i remove condom i scared if my hands are efected of HIV etc...or other Siphilis, Gonorea etc. Now this is leson for my whole life, i will never ever do this again in my whole life if i survive this, even got better with my girl and now i lied her that i fall down in shower bathroom and i need to do tests before i have sex with her (we do not protect and wont she will be my wife if i will not be HIV positive) so please do i need to wait firs 4 weeks then do tests and then do it again for 9 months :( so long period, what will i do with my relationship. Please give me advice, is there any fast test and safe test, as i can read all arround all tests are not 100% correct and HIV can hide inside me, and i would never do this to person i love her...so on so on. Please any advice'?? What should i do, i will go to take pills for sleeping...

How long for HIV test needs to be finished ? (time for positive or negative results)

[nursegirl6572]

HIV is nothing like the flu, TOTALLY different transmission methods.  You cannot get HIV casually.

Feel free to post about other STDs in our STD forum:

http://www.medhelp.org/forums/STDs/show/98

This forum is HIV specific and you don't have an HIV concern.

[superatomic]

I checked one condom, filled it with vater and looking was it leaking somewhere, it was not, i hope 1-2 dcl of water is ok to prove it, other (girl with BJ did not check, but i was not hard and i was using DUREX EXTRA safe and it was max 3-4 min penetration, I hope i am ok, what other tests can i do to protect my girl. I hope we have all in EU as you have in USA.

Thank you good people.

[superatomic]

I can see you are forum staff and you are Positive and long live and good for you to help people as me. But really i am angry, scared, and feeling like retard :( No more porn for me. Ok can you tell me is there chance this girl with blowjob mouth infected me, i am calling her all day, i will pay her to make test for me and give her money for extra "sesion" just to do it for me (and her she is young and really would't like her to get it honestly, nobody.)

I am really scared, now in site i found her there are tons of people going to their homes, so i belive HIV in Budapest would be like flu, but now i am little scared of you courage me...thank you so much and can you tell me would you test if you were me? I am not sleeping for 3 days because of this, i am insane, and now so confused, i think you are best person to understand me. Thank you one more time and you can say more sugestions if you want, wish you all best.

[nursegirl6572]

You never had a risk.  The only way an adult can get HIV is through unprotected vaginal and anal sex, or by sharing IV drug works.  That's IT.  When a condom stays intact it is 100% effective in preventing HIV transmission.

BTW, you cannot tell someon'e HIV status by how they look, how "good looking" or "bad looking" they are, as you indicated.

You have ZERO risk for HIV and do not need testing.

[Teak]

HIV is transmitted by;
Unprotected penetrative anal and/or vaginal sex
Sharing works with other IV drug users
Mother to child


Now what is there more to answer? This forum has no Bots..

[superatomic]

I dont know is it real person answering? I am new on this forum can you give some explanation if not Bot for answers. Please sorry i am so tired and scared.

[Teak]

You never had an exposure and never needed testing.

[superatomic]

Anti-HIV 1,2, p24 antigen test¸

Is this ok? modern way or old one? I cant get to test myself... :(