anxiety ever since or possible accute hiv

[dolly2014]

So i had been speaking to a guy on fb for years he is very popular and everyone no's him. I finally met up with him. I was very drunk and we did it without a condom but i freaked out halfway through and made him pull out i dont think he cum but i can not br sure. I am femal by the way. Anyway two days later i testesd for clamyida and gonerrah e  xcuse my spelling. I also had my pap at the same time. I startd to freak out after 5 days and have done so sine thinking about it every single day. I got my results back a week later which was clear and my smear was high hpv. So i went in freak mode. When i was tested she said i had thrush as i got a paper cut at the side.  Anyway when i got my results a week later i started checking myself every 5 mins and found a small pea size lump in my groin well just above in thigh which is classed as groin. Then a week after that i felt hot but had no temputure but did have stomache upset and diareh for two days i started feeling that on the weds evening but my friend at work had diareer and sickness for two weeks and was at work on the tue the day be fore i had them symtoms for two days. I then got a water infection i suffer with these once a year anyway antibiotics cleared it up then i tryed to pop the lump and the doctor gave me more antibiotics as i infected it then when they where done 10 days later i had a really bad yeast infection i have hhad these before but never this bad. Then i had a scan on lump and he said he thinks its a cyst but they will resxan in 6weeks to see if any chage think he said it was 1.2 not very big. Then couple of weeks later i had a stiff neck then a week later a rash on my forehead. The whole time i have had on and off aches i do suffer with sciatic in one leg tho i also had a coloscopy and they said they would test my pap again in a year with it being hig hpv. Then i tested again for bv, clamidia, gonerra, syphilis & trich. I have not felt myself since i slept with him i started to panic the day after and ever since i dont sleep proper, i worry every day i always feel hot but my thermometer always says normal 36.4, i have panic attacks everyday, and if am home its all i think about, i also check my weight everyday. As i feel like am loosing weight but the scales always say the same i am smoking more fags and drinking more coffee but my poriss is paying up abit more and monday just gone i got a lump under my arm that hurt and i poped it n puss come out the one in my groin dont hurt. I feel anxious at all times and paranoid. I look at my child and feel guilty feel like i wont watch her grow up. Am 30 i have asked the guy but now i feel like am stalking him he sqid to go get a test to put my mnd at ease. He does have an 8 year old a 3 week old different baby mothers and he is in a new relationship now. I will go get a test at 12 weeks. If the lump in my groin is a lymph node why has it not gone its bin months it could of been linger i do not no as i only started checking my body after i slept with him i did break my toe in sept to. I also have not had a proper period since oct but that could have something to do with having the implant removed and going on the pill. I just keep thinking if he was hiv positive surly someone would no as he nos absolutly everyone and he is never without a girlfriend or just a ladyfriend he is seeing. We are from the uk aswell

[dolly2014]

Sorry for it being so long i also have had soft stools ever since that nite i only poo once a day in the morning but my stools aint as hard as what they usually are and have been like that since i went in panic mode two days after

[Teak]

I will go get a test at 12 weeks. If the lump in my groin is a lymph node why has it not gone its bin months it could of been linger i do not no as i only started checking my body after i slept with him i did break my toe in sept to.

Your story don't make sense.

[dolly2014]

Sorry teck. I shake as am writing this.
I broke my toe in september i dont no if the lump came up after that due to indury. As id never really started checking my body till after possible exsposure.

The lump has bin ultrasound scanned he said he didnt think its anything sinister he thought it was a cyst but could be a lymth node. Its at the right of my groin abit on my thigh the skin over it is darker in colour i feel like i can move it side to side and i think its now soft and squishy. Its painless. I have had it for as long as i can remember at least 10 weeks could be longer i dont no only spotted it after my smear test.

I will test for hiv at 12 weeks which is next week.

[Teak]

Your 12 week test will be conclusive.

[dolly2014]

thank you for your reply and does concluesive mean accurate. In your proffessional experiance do they sound like symptoms as everything i have read all over the internet sounds like i have every single symptomi am sweating writing this.

Thanks for your reply teck and happy new year

[Teak]

We don't discuss symptoms, because HIV has no specific symptoms.

[dolly2014]

Ok thank you and conclusive means

[Teak]

Means if you test negative then it is final you don't need further test because you don't have HIV.

[dolly2014]

Thank you