i am very depreessssd,,,pls help me pls pls pls

[arpitbindaas]

dear sir,i am from india,,,on 18th of this march,i had sex wid a guy,,not exactlly the intercourse,but he tried to enter his penis in my anus but not suceeded,,,as my whole was very tight,,,after that we had mutual masturbation and i left..that guy was stranger to me,,,,,,,

sir after that experience  i use to check my lymph node frequently with my finger and that it began swelled but after 2 week it again become normal,,sir i am very much tensed ,,whether i am infected or not,,
now i am having pain in opening my mouth near my year inside my mouth,,,,,

i also develop some pimple like rashes,but black in color on my back,,after about one month of that experience,,,and after one week that rashes gone,,leaving behind black small patches,,these rashes were not so much in number,,but scattered on my back,,,
1,,did my exposure was risky
2,,do these are only symtoms due to anxiety
pls rply sir \as soon as possible ,,i am really very much depressed....
in last month i gained weight also,,,,but i am having pain while opening my mouth,,,i dont hav any ferver,,or fatiuge

[arpitbindaas]

dear u said tat i never had an exposure,,but why these symtoms are coming,,pls dear rply

[joggen]

You never had an exposure to HIV.