protected sex with 5 escorts @a week; unprotected attempt with 1

[kritodash]

1. i have used condom while having sex  but not sure whether it got leaked or not? the condom didn't burst but it could be a little leak, then what are the chances for me to catch hiv? could it be passed ?

2.  i am really worried to get infected with hiv because i had a little penetration with on of the escorts around 22nd December or 23rd December without condom. i missed to let you know about this in the first occasion. basically it was not a proper penetration from my point of view because i was drunk hence my penis was not that hard and i tried to commit intercourse without protection when the escort insisted me to do that, it was lasted highest for 10 to 15 seconds and my penis did not go into her vagina this is what i can strongly remember. it did not reach the deep even the midway. i tried to insert but found her vagina was so dry and my penis was not that strong to intervene into her vagina. i did not feel any pre cum or fluid even, vaginal fluid not at all. mathematically saying, i guess my penis went a one-third to her vaginal depth and from my part, a one third of my penis got inserted into her's.is that possible that her pre cum could stand on the lip (outer part) and could infect me? however, i was fine these days but last night i found that i got low fever. no other symptoms so far. little cough but not dry; i am a chain smoker. no rash, no other sings. and the fever even not that high. i was in anxiety from last couple of weeks.

3.  i caught hsv1  which has been shown in my recent report. i know from whom i got the infection, one of the girls have cold sore on their mouth hence transmitted hsv1 to me. i have taken a 5 days aciclovir course and my herpes are healing, though i did not receive any itching, no painful blisters at all but little burning sensation while urinating. i did not receive any symptom for flu or fever as well. i started taking medication on 4th jan till 8th jan but from last night 11th jan i got little symptoms for fever. i sweated. is it possible that it could bring fever on the healing process? after even finishing the course? i do not have new blisters at all. could it be possible at this stage to receive such thing?

4.i found that pre cum can carry hiv if some1 got.. how likely is to be affected in my scenario?

5. i called the escort agency (newcastle,uk) including the particular girl then all of replied that she is clean and got bit offended when i asked her so, she replied she got a partner and child. how can trust her?

6. could you pls tell me what is the ratio among uk escorts to have hiv in them, the girls i have been with were not that expensive but they charged £120 pounds for per hour. the company is reputed so far i found.

7. two of the escorts gave me oral without protection, what are the chances to be infected by this? i know they have to have cut or cold core into their mouth.. but how could i be sure with that?

8. i have given oral to one of the girls as well and without protection but did not feel any pre cum or vaginal fluid or blood coming or cuts or sores in the genital area? what are the chance in this aspect?does the pre cum stand on the outer lips of the vagina?

I AM SO WORRIED, HELP ME OUT, DO I HAVE CHANCE TO CATCH HIV?

[kritodash]

i had a little penetration with on of the escorts around 22nd December or 23rd December without condom. i missed to let you know about this in the first occasion. basically it was not a proper penetration from my point of view because i was drunk hence my penis was not that hard and i tried to commit intercourse without protection when the escort insisted me to do that, it was lasted highest for 10 to 15 seconds and my penis did not go into her vagina this is what i can strongly remember. it did not reach the deep even the midway. i tried to insert but found her vagina was so dry and my penis was not that strong to intervene into her vagina. i did not feel any pre cum or fluid even, vaginal fluid not at all. mathematically saying, i guess my penis went a one-third to her vaginal depth and from my part, a one third of my penis got inserted into her's.is that possible that her pre cum could stand on the lip (outer part) and could infect me? however, i was fine these days but last night i found that i got low fever. no other symptoms so far. little cough but not dry; i am a chain smoker. no rash, no other sings. and the fever even not that high. i was in anxiety from last couple of weeks.

[Teak]

HIV is transmitted by;
Unprotected penetrative anal and/or vaginal sex
Sharing works with other IV drug users
Mother to child

[kritodash]

but i tried a bit without using condom once .. have you been through my description on point no.2 above? any chance through it? i am deadly worried and anxious !!!! what are ratio for uk escorts to have hiv? any idea?

[kritodash]

are most uk escorts clean? the nhs assured me that the gor std screened every 3months, however, i am worried on three sepaate issues..

1. a little penetration try, which i have described above
2. received oral without condom, not sure whether they got cut/sore in their mouth or not
3. given oral to one of them but didnot feel any essence of fluid or blood... not sure about pre cum...

all the agencies has told me that their escorts are clean.. how can i be so sure?

NHS told me that i have a risk which is less than 1% is it right?

[joggen]

HIV is only spread sexually through unprotected vaginal or anal penetrative sex, which you did not have.

[kritodash]

thanks .. how could you be so sure? did you go through my whole article bro?