I feel the same way about my life that you do about your life. It sometimes takes something dramatic to make you realize what is really important in life. Like they say you will have 80% of what you want in life and when you go looking for that other 20% you are likely to lose that 80% in the process.
Take care and stay safe!!
Thank you very much brad. its been pretty hard these last months i thought i was going crazy with all these anxiety driven feelings. it made me reflect on my life and the way i was living. this is how i feel. life gave me another chance and im gonna make the best of it. this has also made me realize how much my fiance loves me because she had to put up with me for those months, asking no questions what so ever. think im ready to start my family im really thankfull for this website because it helped me regain strength when i though i was lost.
Congratulations, although you were never at risk in the first place. I hope you move on from this now. Take care.