I am new to this site and have what most would probably call an anxious concern. 4 months ago I received oral to completion from a woman (CWS) with unkown status. As stupid of a mistake as this was, my anxiety soared. I was tested the following weeks:
5 days and 20 days- Gonorrhea/Chlamydia Testing- NEGATIVE
82 days- Syphillis Testing- NEGATIVE
112 days (16 weeks)- Hep A,B,C testing- NEGATIVE
5 weeks (36 days), 7 weeks (51 days), 9 weeks (62 days), 11 weeks (78 days), 12 weeks (84 days), 14 weeks (99 days)- Oraquick Advanced Antibody HIV 1/2 oral swab- All NEGATIVE.
As this was not enough, I decided to test at 104 days (15 weeks)- 3rd generation EIA HIV 1/2 AB w/ refelxes- NEGATIVE.
I have since been seeing a therapist for these irrational and anxiety ridden views. How can I move on and start enjoying life again. Thank You. Please advise.