Physically I have been through the wringer. Two heart attacks, bladder cancer with bladder removed, partial kidney failure and chronic major depressive disorder and anxiety disorder. The mental illness makes it difficult to engage in social activities. I have difficulty leaving the house, I am not agoraphobic, it's just difficult to do anything routine or engage in pleasurable activities. This recent heart attack seems to have left me more disabled physically as it's difficult to engage in any activity without getting winded. The mental disorder fights the physical aspect of the nedd for exercise. It's a catch 22. I have very little social interaction due to the mental disorder. Most "friends" abandoned me after I was diagnosed. I now have chronic kidney disease, heart disease along with the depressive disorder. It's very difficult to handle, especially living alone.